ohwell,
im sad. ):
hais.
away from those.


its the second last day of school.
its the last day of school tomorrow.
im reluctant to leave.
hais.
i will be so bored at home ):
i hate holidays.
ohwell!

i will miss those days,
those days,
we started singing.
oh it was sad!
oh it was sad!
oh it was sad when the big ship,
went down to the bottom.
and.
walking to jurong west primary school with huiting choonhian jiehui they all.
and mdmgoh said.
we were the first batch who came back in the first two weeks.
hais.
no more.

i will miss those days,
when we were all.
unfamiliar with our school.
jingxian xiuyun wenhui raimie jingqing feei bingle laoda.
bringing us all about the school,
telling us the stories about the school and such.
all going for trials.
then started cheering during the orientation camp.
highing.
being called sissies by KATHLEEN OH and such.
hais..

i will miss those days,
when we started having lessons.
and me understanding nothing about seqs and sbqs during history lesson.
i remember..
getting zero for my seq.
thats sad oh.
i remember..
looking at the class result slip for history.
and the dee seven.
totally ruined my mid years.
my straight As.
gone with a freaking history.
i remember..
history being the only subject me getting a1 during my commontests.
i remember..
me getting fullmarks for eoy sbq.
and i got super happy with it.
i remember..
telling whatever peiying told me for reliability question to rina.
i told her the exact same thing.
EXACT same thing.
and i score a fullmark.
when she failed.
she got three outof seven.
ohwell!
its not my fault right?
hm.
maybe its mine.
blame me for my low explaining ability.
or maybe.
her cmi understanding ability.
hais.

i will miss those days,
when i thought,
bingda's a quiet innocent little guy.
but when i got to know him sosososo much more these few weeks.
i realised.
i was wrong.
hes.
so-not-innocent.
hes so-not-quiet.
hes still nice,
peiing me throughout the learning symposium.
ohwell,
without him today,
i would have been a loner?
i have no idea.
i dont dare to imagine.
me walking alone.
to the classes.
to the game stalls.
ohwell,
thankyou bingda.
*youre supposed to read this, carefully.

i will miss those days,
when we crapped around together.
i will miss those days,
when you yooooooed me right when i came online.
i will miss those days,
when we started adding random people like mingfang and tell her ily.
i will miss those days,
when we played pool? played jigsaw? play stupid games.
i will miss those days,
when you said im pangsehing when i just said im brbing.
i will miss those days,
when you said, bu yao zou, when i said i gtg.
no more.
no more.
all gone.
he's gone.
the him i know is gone.
he's like.
possessed.
super different.
hais.
maybe thats normal.
im telling myself that for alot of times,
but i just cant understand
is he starting to hate me?
is he getting more and more pissed with me?
i have no idea ):
did i do anything wrong?
will he ever come back? ):

i will miss those days,
when i got scolded by my classmates,
for not shouting qi li xing li loud enough.
i will miss those days,
when misszeng will scold me?
for throwing a malay book up the block.
and giving me those kind of stare.
no more..
i will no longer be with the yellow rings.
i will no longer be the assistant of misszeng.
gone.
i shall enjoy the last day of that.

ohwell!
what will happen next year?
no idea.
lets all look forward to it!

i love you people,
its a great class.
really.


ohwell,
im good at my paibis?
i used alot.
in the few recent posts.
hais.
nevermind.