MISSZENG
thankyou.
thankyou.
other than thankyou.
theres nothing else i can use to express my gratitude.

oh well.
since the day i mentioned about i want to change my cca.
you tried to help me.
like.
on a tuesday.
i just went like.
MISSZENG, WILL IT BE POSSIBLE TO CHANGE MY CCA?
and you talked to me about it.
telling me these and that.
saying that unless absolutely neccessary, its not possible.
but you still tried.
to talk to my basketball teacher.
thankyouuuu.

when i tried passing you the letter.
you told me the consequences and stuff.
if you didnt do that,
it'll be like.
terrible for me?
thankyouuuuuuuuuuu again.

then.
when i said i wanted to join band or co.
you helped me talked to misstay.
and asked her for me.
just because of a sentence of me.
not like i begged you like dontknow what.
and when you called me at about six that day?
i was happy.
idk how to say thankyou thankyou still thankyou.
ohwells.
if not for you,
i might be still struggling out there.
thankyouuuuuuu.

on cny celebrations day.
though you had ex students with you, i think.
you still helped me find misstay.
and brought me to her.
and told me what to do.
thankyouuuuuuuuuuuu.

and today!
i went for the co trials.
as in.
walking about...
then i went to get the form from mrs yeow.
and i had to find teachers to sign it.
and i happened to see you in the canteen.
then i told you i was scared and i dont dare to find my basketball teachers.
but you said youre not gonna help me.
but you still helped me call mr liu out?
if im not wrong.
and even helped me get it out when its signed.
and tell me what to do.
IF NOT FOR YOU.
I'LL BE TOTALLY STUCK.
WONDERING AROUND IN THE SCHOOL CANTEEN.
not knowing what to do.
THANKYOUUUUUUUUUUUU.

im really grateful to what you did,
how you helped me.
thankyou.

if not for you,
i wouldnt know who i can turn to.
if not for you,
i wouldnt have someone to tell my problems to.
if not for you,
my cca life might be in a total mess.
if not for you,
i'll be totally loss today.
if not for you,
i wont be in the classroom with the section today.
if not for you,
i wont get to touch the instrument ever.
if not for you,
i wont get to learn a song in an hour or so.
if not for you,
tuesdays and fridays will still be dreaded.
if not for you,
i'll still be scared when the clock turns two.
if not for you,
i'll still be suffering in basketball,
not learning anything, not helping the team,
if not for you,
i'll not enjoy my cca ( i hope i'll )

thankyou for being there,
thankyou for showing care and concern,
thankyou for lending your helping hands,
thankyou for helping me get over it,
thankyou for whatever you did,
thankyou for whatever you helped,
thankyou for everythingg.

sorry for the troubles i've caused,
sorry for the time of yours i've wasted,
sorry.

thankyou misszeng,
i'll work hard,
i'll not let you down.




hahahahha!

ITS GETTING MORE AND MORE FUN BEING GAYY!
:D

okay!
like..
my voice ;3
KATHLEEN ALWAYS SCREAM AT ME.
SAYING THAT WHY ISIT HIGHER THAN HERS.
and say its gay -.-.
kathleen says im not gay!
:D
wths.

and!
i just said i know how to tie hair for my sister.
and hoxiumei said im gay -.-.

and!
i was drag to some place to prick and squeese on my face.
AND SHE ALSO SAID ITS GAY!

i "can" draw.
then i doodle like during lessons.
and draw something out.
THEY ALSO SAY ITS GAY!

RAWR!

okay fine.
hoxiumei said.
EVERYTHING ABOUT ME IS GAY! -.-.

enough of it.
FINE.
WHATS WRONG WITH BEING GAY!
-.-.
i hate my hair -.-.

white chocolate's awesomeeee.
dark chocolate suck! :D

and!
im not gay okay!
-.-.
whats wrong with know how to do that.
its cos im zai.
:D
CHOCOLATE'S

AWESOME!

:D

let me tell you a secret!

MY PLAN STARTS FROM NOW

ON!

AND IM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP ANYMORE!

reallllyyy!

happy birthday huiting :D
have a great 14th year ahead, :D

ohwell.
i slept for.
VERRRY LONG YESTERDAY ):
okay.
thennn!
yesterday i wanted to go to science centre.
but i fell asleep.
hahaha.
thennnn.
met xiumei vivan and peining?
at 12+ at vivan.
haahhaha.
i was late.
and got scolded.
:D
nevermind.
then went to party world.
vivan's singing was SUPERRRFUNNY.
totally laughed like shit.
xiumei's nice.
hahaha.
:D
then the peining.
HAS A VERY WEIRD SENSE OF HUMOUR -.-.
she laughs at curly hair -.-.
then vivan started.
OH HIGH CUT PANTS.
BLAHBLAH.
making her laugh even more.
then we totally stopped that song and playyed the next song.
hahas.

sang.
blahblahblah.
xiumei po yin at the aiiii ni zen me nan liao part.
hhahahahhaa.
then took mrt to outram.
then went back to jurong point.
bought alot food.
and i was proud of myself.
FOR IDK WHY -.-.
hahha.
oh!
i skipped breakfast, lunch, and dinner.
just ate alot when its 5.
so its not counted as lunch nor dinner.
:D
and went to sleep from 7-11.
and slept from 12- 9+.
hahas.







hahahahahahahahahha.
i tried playing with popcorns.
then i throw away alot :D
POPCORN IS VERY CHEAP.
THEN CINEMAS SELL VERY EXPENSIVE!
CHEATERBUGS!
yes.
:D
sugar is very expensive too.
POPCORN HOR.
VERY FUN!
make my house very dirty :D
i want open the cover watch them pop.
then jumpjumpjump EVERYWHERE.
rawr!
:D
hahaha.
but its superfun!
lalalalala :D
ANYONE WANTS TO EAT?
HAHAAHA!





DID THESE IN CLASS -.-.
ohwell.
mdmtia went like.
our class no new year atmosphere or whatever.
DO SOMETHING FOR HER THEN!
seee!
we're nice people :D
loll.
both look ugly.
but nevermind :D
yah!

CIDCIDCID!
AHHH!
okk.

yesterday!
went to westmall.
stupid liewbingda.
I WANTED TO BUY CORN KERNELS.
BUT DONT HAVE
STUPID.
lol.
bought some marigold jelly -.-.
so shit.
lol.
had mega mcspicy -.-.
spicy.
yes.
hahaha.
liewbingda's super gay :D
YAY!
hahahahhaaa.
did alot stuff luh.
yahhhh.
lol.

today,
waited for limmingsheng.
lolll.
had random stuff.
yes.
random stuff.
:D
YAH/
CID!
RAWRRR!
buhbye. :D

Labels: class, popcorn

HEY ;D
happy birthday celine.

ohwell.
got a weird laptop :D
its weird, but still a laptop.
yay.
okay.
went for the edusave thing today.
never see any 6a de.
oh.
izzati.
okok.
nevermind.
im the only dumb one.
the rest all get 10%?
):
nevermind :D
went to a SUPER weird place.
with alot NICE people just now.
SCARY!
loll.
tmr need go another weird place..
HAIS.
nevermind.
shall get over it.
AND I NEED TO WAKEUP AT..
8+?
need reach kallang by 9.30!
farr.
and its until.
2+? 3?
hais.
I HAVENT TOUCHED MY HOMEWORK CAN.
diediedie.
blah :D
changed blogskin :D
i like the brushes.
so cool.
nevermind,
for me.
its FREAKING cool.
yes, seriously.
sotds rock. totally :D

i want to change my cca ):

Labels: brushes, changed

HOXIUMEI ROCKKK.
seeee!
im so nice.
LALALAA ;3

seeeeee!
its colourful now!

Labels: did, e as, told

oh,
happy birthday limmingsheng.
;3
yo.
im tiredddd.
legs sore.
hais.
very pain ;3
face red?
just now training hiong ;3
sixteen rounds.
then ba zi.
then 3v3.
though i sucked like dontknow what.
keep getting scolded.
ITS STILL TIRING OKAY.
until 4.50 then break.
rawr.
so long.
hais.
im sosososo hated in my cca.
))))):
im dragging the whole team down.
im haiing everyone.
darnit.
i suck.
im sorry?
GAH.

hais.
im giving up.
im hopeless already. ;3
like seriously.
im dying.
):
and i cant freaking get out of it.
fhuck.
GAWD.
howhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhow.
howhowhowhowhowhow!
howhowhowhow!
howhow!
how!
):

Labels: giveup, tired

happy 2009 :D
first post of 2009. hahahaha.
:D
im still chionging homework!
rawr!

Labels: 2oo9, happy