Friday, January 30, 2009, 11:45 PM
MISSZENG
thankyou.
thankyou.
other than thankyou.
theres nothing else i can use to express my gratitude.

oh well.
since the day i mentioned about i want to change my cca.
you tried to help me.
like.
on a tuesday.
i just went like.
MISSZENG, WILL IT BE POSSIBLE TO CHANGE MY CCA?
and you talked to me about it.
telling me these and that.
saying that unless absolutely neccessary, its not possible.
but you still tried.
to talk to my basketball teacher.
thankyouuuu.

when i tried passing you the letter.
you told me the consequences and stuff.
if you didnt do that,
it'll be like.
terrible for me?
thankyouuuuuuuuuuu again.

then.
when i said i wanted to join band or co.
you helped me talked to misstay.
and asked her for me.
just because of a sentence of me.
not like i begged you like dontknow what.
and when you called me at about six that day?
i was happy.
idk how to say thankyou thankyou still thankyou.
ohwells.
if not for you,
i might be still struggling out there.
thankyouuuuuuu.

on cny celebrations day.
though you had ex students with you, i think.
you still helped me find misstay.
and brought me to her.
and told me what to do.
thankyouuuuuuuuuuuu.

and today!
i went for the co trials.
as in.
walking about...
then i went to get the form from mrs yeow.
and i had to find teachers to sign it.
and i happened to see you in the canteen.
then i told you i was scared and i dont dare to find my basketball teachers.
but you said youre not gonna help me.
but you still helped me call mr liu out?
if im not wrong.
and even helped me get it out when its signed.
and tell me what to do.
IF NOT FOR YOU.
I'LL BE TOTALLY STUCK.
WONDERING AROUND IN THE SCHOOL CANTEEN.
not knowing what to do.
THANKYOUUUUUUUUUUUU.

im really grateful to what you did,
how you helped me.
thankyou.

if not for you,
i wouldnt know who i can turn to.
if not for you,
i wouldnt have someone to tell my problems to.
if not for you,
my cca life might be in a total mess.
if not for you,
i'll be totally loss today.
if not for you,
i wont be in the classroom with the section today.
if not for you,
i wont get to touch the instrument ever.
if not for you,
i wont get to learn a song in an hour or so.
if not for you,
tuesdays and fridays will still be dreaded.
if not for you,
i'll still be scared when the clock turns two.
if not for you,
i'll still be suffering in basketball,
not learning anything, not helping the team,
if not for you,
i'll not enjoy my cca ( i hope i'll )

thankyou for being there,
thankyou for showing care and concern,
thankyou for lending your helping hands,
thankyou for helping me get over it,
thankyou for whatever you did,
thankyou for whatever you helped,
thankyou for everythingg.

sorry for the troubles i've caused,
sorry for the time of yours i've wasted,
sorry.

thankyou misszeng,
i'll work hard,
i'll not let you down.