bleh.
im not happy.
D:
i dont know how to elaborate.
SO!

im so going to elaborate!
HAHAHAHA
elaborate:D
my elaborating skills are awesome you see.
:D

i can go like.
okay.
xiumei gave me a random word,
: negative.

negative,

it can refer to a negative attitude towards something.
like.
you'll think.
its not fun.
i hate this.
its so boring.
and thus, you'll have completely no interest in that since you think you'll totally suck.
and not freaking give a damn about that.
being negative can be good sometimes.
:D

or.
negative about life.
you think that life is horrible.
life is meaningless.
whatever you do is.
useless.
dying is the best way to escape from everything.
so what if i die.
die then die.
theres no point living anymore.
and you'll start thinking what ways you can kill yourself.
slash your wrist? which i think is really stupid.
or trying to hold your breathe.
weiren said yesterday.
its impossible to kill yourself likethat.
cos after you faint,
you'll start breathing.
hahas.
or whatever that make you lose so much blood then you'll die.
pain D:
oh.
or swallowing some stupid pills.
which i hate alot.
theyre disgusting.
they make me feel like vomiting.
so i dont like me be sick :D
yay.
hahaha.
oops its supposed to be negative.
im out of point.
:D

k,
negative.
can also be math.
i hate negatives in math,
theyre always the ones that make me produce my careless mistakes.
making me get the wrong answer and then lose marks
wth D;
WHATS SO HARD ABOUT NEGATIVE NUMBERS.
theyre just.
- - = +
- + = -
stupid stuff like that.
and i can always get those questions wrong.
D;
im not happy.
stupid.

or.
according to whatever dictionary: negative can also mean refusing consent.
i dont like it when people use it for speeches,
maybe its some sort professional.
but who cares,
i just dont like it.
yahadilida :D
k hi :D
hello!
oh yah!
just now i took a quiz in facebook.
"what retarded character are you"
and my result was teletubbies.
they go like..
TINKY WINKY,
DIPSY,
LAALAA!
POOOOOOOO!
TELETUBBIES,
TELETUBBIES,
SAY..
HELLO!
hahaha.
yah!
its likethat one :D
i like teletubbies :D
tinky winky with gay handbag,
dipsy with humongous orange ball,
laalaa with a weird blackwhite hat?
and po with a scooter!
hahaha!

IM TALKING ABOUT REFUSING CONSENT D:
k i shall not talk about that anymore.
i forgot what i want to write about them.

i shall find another meaning :D
i'll PROMISE.
not to sidetrack.
promise.
k.
now.
i talk about photography :D
negative.
makes the picture blacker/ whiter?
right?
i think so.
actually i also dontknow.
but some people like to edit pictures with their phone.
then become more black and white.
which they think is nicer,
i think its nicer too heh.
i remember taking a picture of my watch with my phone.
then i could see my phone inside my watch.
i found it so superduper cool.
then i got inlove with reflections.
then i edited that picture.
ahhaha.
and a few days later,
i waited till 11:28 to take the picture again,
ohwell..
hahas.

weilin just told me im motherly,
or fatherly.
idk :D
hahaha!
cos im asking her to sleep.
or something.
SHE STILL OWE ME IKEA HOTDOG. ;D
yay!
peilynn owes me kinderjoy!
elizabelle owes me kinderbueno!
mandy owes me kinderbueno!
ruixiao owes me kinderbueno!
i owe xiumei and mingfang kinderjoy D:
ohman.
hahaha!

k im angry!
my mum dontwant to buy me slippers.
hahahhaa
she wants me to buy the..
uh uh uh..
those from ba sa one.
I DONT LIKE THEM.
they always make me fall down D:
that time.
it was raining.
then my sister insisted that i must go to macdonalds with her.
then in the end i fell down,
and my slippers broke,
and hurt my butt D:
ah!
its so stupid.
i dont like stupid slippers.
:D
theyre incompetent,
like me,
but who cares.
i have rights to choose competent slippers!
:D