200th post :)
oh well,
i had the suddenly urge to post pictures.
idk why :X

and i chose three random pictures:)



i took this from keeheng's articles,
on saturday.
if im not wrong.
i was flipping through his whole stack of articles,
but only this caught my attention.
hais,
i seriously dont understand.
whats the use of mugging so so so hard.
and get straight As,
maybe thats what the teachers want us to achieve,
thats what our parents want us to achieve,
putting ourselves in our parents' shoes,
i remember,
i wrote this in my speech.
"有哪一个父母不望子成龙，望女成风的呢？"
maybe its true.
they pin hopes on us,
spending so much money on us.
what for?
to see us grow up.
into useful people who contributes to the society.
and earn big bucks,
buy them big houses,
big cars.
bring them to travel all around the world.
maybe they might not expect so much,
they certainly know bringing us up is their responsibility.
but,
we,
as students.
have to be happy with what we're doing,
after much thinking,
i know that its not very fun mugging so much,
but..
after you achieve what you wish for.
its really..
enlighting.
like.
my eoy,
i didnt really mug alot,
but i did mug.
though i didnt have high hopes.
but..
yah.
maybe i should really work harder.
what you want wouldnt fall from the sky,
you have to work hard for it.
ohwell,
jiayou people :D
its a week left.
:D




this..
hmm?
was taken quite a long time ago.
on a bus,
alone.
hais.
idk.
come to think about it.
its always like that,
but with strangers of course.
since last year,
feb.
tuesdays fridays six oclock.
idk,
am i the one who didnt want to socialise with them,
or im outcasted by them.
nevermind.
all those doesnt matter anymore.
but,
oh well.
do i have many friends?
people think i have many friends.
(?)
i think i dont really have many friends,
like..
many a few?
those who used to be my good friends..
seem to be drifting away.
nowadays,
i've been talking lesser and lesser in class.
isit my attitude?
maybe i should really do some self reflection.
oh well.

we still have to face life,
with a,
smile (:

though you said my blog is 90% filled with co,
but.
why?
yes.
thats why.

co indeed brought more joy into my life.
i really dontknow how would i be like.
if i didnt met those people.
cellobass,
mahweiren,
jacelyntay.
and more.

the study dates,
though it wasnt very productive,
but it made me feel happy.
just happy.
i havent laughed so much for a long time.
like how i laughed in the library.
and in subway.
with simple stuff like.
a small boy named weiren.
oh well.
((: